December 2010
You’re going to make fun of me for blogging about this, especially since we’re still on the phone as I’m typing this. But you’re so frustrating! You won’t tell me anything. You’re so mysterious and secretive. *sigh* I suppose it just adds to your charm. Oh, well. I’ll learn your secrets someday.
Today, everything is unfamiliar, but at least it’s clear. Mr. Wonderful is back in my life again. I’m not exactly sure what’s going to happen now, but I’m walking into whatever it’s going to be with open eyes and without worries.
My emotions are EVERYWHERE. Everything that’s happened in the past few weeks… My thoughts are chaos. My mind is self-destructive. I don’t know what I’m doing, I can’t think straight. I need something to bring me back to earth. I need someone to remind me what reality is before I completely lose it.
“Bom bidi bom bidi bidi bidi bom bidi bom bidi bidi bidi bom.”